I would be crying tears of laughter
If I could see me smile again

I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon
I still believe my eyes, but all I see is my blindness
I still reach for the stars, but all I touch is my horizon
I still believe my ears, but all I hear is lasting silence

Like a disciple of a witness
I judge upon my sacred eye
Still found the origin
In what's left of me inside

Can I call this my burden
Or is this just my dream to fly?…

So here I stand
Completely alone
My skin absorbs the rain

Helpless to control
Pieces within the whole
I can feel it starting again

A sudden descent
I never meant
To manifest itself

Caught unaware
In frozen air
By visions sent in stealth

How far I've fallen
Dancing in the ruins of Purgatory
My time is borrowed
But still I waste away

…

Watch the world pass
Through broken glass
And wonder what went wrong

Monuments fall
On shattered walls
We once believed were strong

Our false beliefs
Are merely thieves
That steal our precious time

And off they flee…

Fri 25 Jul – Gothic Festival 2008

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Reflections of Darkness - review

I smile a lot more these days… :)

Suddenly you smile
And turn to look at me
Did I just learn to walk?
You’re dancing, I’d say

Will we learn to fly
Or fall and fade away
Trust your heart, my love
Wake up the dreamer

Suddenly you smile
And turn to look at me
Did we just learn to walk
We’re dancing, I’d say

If you’re afraid to fly
Or fail and fade away
I will hold you tight
I’ll never walk away

Seabound - The Promise

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Rector - Gent

One of my all time favorites…

Every time we do this
I fall for her
Wave after wave after wave
It's all for her
I know this can't be wrong I say
(and I'll lie to keep her happy)
As long as I know that you know
That today I belong
Right here with you
Right here with you…
And so we watch the sun come up
From the edge of the deep green sea
And she listens like her head's on fire
Like she wants to believe in me
So I try
Put your hands in the sky
Surrender…

After tears of laughter, there had to be tears of joy…

I dared to believe what you said in your sleep
but a master at this even lies under tears
I never felt home in a life of regret
Your embrace was so tight that I woke up at night

I fell my tears of joy
revealing my relief
Finally home
Finally home
Finally here on my own!

I did speak out loud but my voice was too weak
So my whisper decayed in the silence you left
Inhaling the truth, digesting the past
If one thing's for sure then…

So afraid to open your eyes
You know too well that which awaits you
Something undefined there in the halflight
The demon without
The demon inside to plague and torment you
Feeling so sure, feeling so uncertain that something is wrong
Everyone's gone and you have been left behind
Everyone left the demon inside

Do you still hear their laughter
So hard to describe
You never forget the faces that haunt you
Awake or asleep, I know you can't tell
Unable to sleep
Unable to fight
Unwilling to wake to open your eyes
to face your oppressor
Still you go…

down on the other side of things
the triggers fast and light

bringing home this emptiness
for which you had to fight
it doesn't matter if you're giving
for they do not compromise
the world will keep you guessing
until the day you die

and everyone will say "I told you so"
yeah they'll all just nod and sigh

but I'll make a run at something real
and they'll never even try
and everyone will say "I told you so"
yeah they'll all just nod and sigh
as I go down in a ball of flames
they'll just watch, I…

… or somewhere out there…

You feel me.
Feel with me.
You see me.
See with me.
Feel the waves and I'll be the wave.
Feel the waves and I'll be the wave.

You are like the ocean, and I'm like the moonlight,
it seems,
I'm only reflecting on your surface,
But you know I reach your ground.
You're my ocean, you're my life.
Let me be within you.
You're my ocean, you're my life.
Let me be within you.

Now the voices in the sky fall silent.
We're watching the sunset.
And the stars are now our gardens
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