JuriRi

You touch these tired eyes of mine
And map my face out line by line
And somehow growing old feels fine
I listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap you thoughts in works of art
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart
You heeled these scars over time
Embraced my soul
You loved my mind
You're the only angel in my life
I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours



Friends you once loved don't know you
Even your own eyes don't know you
You think this whole world's trying to bury you
But it's not true
So don't you say
There's something in your core that can't be saved
Cause it's not true
And every atom of my heart is missing you



You'll never see the courage I know
Its colors' richness won't appear within your view
I'll never glow the way that you glow
Your presence dominates the judgements made on you
You'll never feel the heat of this soul
My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown to you
You'll say "don't fear your dreams"
It's easier than it seems
You'll say you'd never let me fall from hopes so high
But never is a promise and you can't afford to lie
You'll say you understand
You'll never understand
I'll say I'll never wake up knowing how or why
I don't know what to believe in
You don't know who I am
You'll say I need appeasing when I start to cry
But never is a promise and I'll never need a lie



You are the loneliest girl in the world
Taking your hits as they come
It's in the way you fall down to bed
It's in the way you cry when he's not looking
You are the loneliest girl in the world
I'll watch you die a thousand times again
You are the loneliest girl in the world
And I just want to make it go away



Lonely, lonely, undefined
You say you take your time
I say you hide away
Well lonely, lonely, hard to shine
When they don't notice you at all
Sink further every day
You're only, so lonely
And I never had a doubt
You don't even know me
Still you pass your judgement out
When you belong, you're just a face in the crowd
You hang yourself in your web
Drawn and quartered out,
The more you hurt, the more you heal,
The more you'll figure out
You are not a diamond, you are not a shining star
It doesn't mean that you're not perfect, exactly as you are



I tried all the games that they play
But they made me insane
Life on TV
It's random, it means nothing to me
I'm writing down what I cannot see
Wanna wake up in a dream
They're telling me it's beautiful
I believe them but will I ever know
The world behind my wall?
The sun will shine like never before
One day I will be ready to go
See the world behind my wall
Trains in the sky
Are traveling through fragments of time
They're taking me to parts of my mind
That no one can find
I'm ready to fall
I'm ready to crawl on my knees to know it all
I'm ready to heal, I'm ready to feel